Hope?

Thoughts Pt. 1I had created a story for myself. One unlike any other story I have ever come across. Would this story create something more for myself? Create something more painful than I had already been through? Yes, sometimes people have off days, or maybe even hours. For me, no, I have off weeks. Maybe between those weeks I have my good days. You know, those days that you actually want to write about? The days you want everyone to know how lucky you are to be alive? What if the person who gives you those days, is sick of their own life? How do you help? How do you get by the heart wrenching, stomach knotting, head splitting realization that maybe you’rThoughts Pt. 1


InternalDay after day Feelings with you I'm crying on the inside There's so much more I can do I'm sorry for crying The tears, the pain I'm sorry for everything I'm the one to blame I don't want you to doubt That my love for you is true I want you to know I'd go anywhere for you Breaking the silence With a well placed kiss There's one thing I sureley do miss I love the way you're always there And everytime I need you, I know you'll care I apologize for drama Screaming and quiet I love you, I love you Is there any way by it?Internal
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"You mustn't be afraid of the dark
Night is purer than day;it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day takes on a deeper meaning. The tragedy of man is
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"HOWEVER, THE WILD N MIGHT-T TAKILA CAN NOT ONLY STALK THE JUNGLE SEXILY, SHE CAN SHOOP DA WOOP" ~Ratfight
I haven't been online recently...I went away to Washington, DC over the weekend and haven't found the time to come online. I'm also reading some books by Elie Wiesel...Amazing, amazing books he writes. They challenge the mind and brings alot of questioning to oneself. He was a holocaust survivor if you didn't know...Read his books...I read Night, Dawn and The Accident and I'm currently working on reading The Town Beyond the Wall...I'll be putting up alot more personal short stories I think...Well alot more of this stuff will be under my journal I just wanted people to know...
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"You mustn't be afraid of the dark
Night is purer than day;it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day takes on a deeper meaning. The tragedy of man is that he doesn't know how to distinguish between day and night. He says things at night that should only be said by day"
- Elie Wiesel;Dawn
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There are TOO MANY,TO MANY!ARGHH!MY BRAIN!
*sigh*...another perfectly good remark wasted....Sorry.
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"Cool! I like that, because I know you don't have... chlamydia. I *know* that. I mean that shit is everywhere... "
Cal from the 40 year old virgin
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